It's been such a long time since i've last blog..
And it's gonna be a really long post so warning first, you might fell sleep reading my old grandma story haha
Hmmm i would say alots of things had change...
No longer that small little girl anymore.. recently just hit the big number 2.
Yes 20 years old alr ._.
Well, did achieve something as well, (didnt waste my life away while i was missing)
Completed my NITEC last year, and now currently working full time in Metro HQ as merchandising asst.
Nightlife as well too.. Stop being a promoter and started working as DoorGirl for a few months alr.
In fact its more than half a year alr. Well i would say its better, at least i'll have stable income.
Recently too many things had happen thats why blogging came across my mind.
Still rmb how i always rant my feelings out in my blog when i was younger.
As we all grow up day by day, lots of things you'll have to worry about..
Everything is not as easy anymore. Well as for me problems after problems never change.
Still facing family issues.. Still having problems with my relationship life..
Thank god that career side is getting on track.
Family...we cant choose to born in which family we want to..
it's all fated, planned by god.. but why just why all the nonsense just wouldn't stop
they only see eveything from the surface..
yea, i know in their eyes im the useless one. cant get anything done properly.
But have they ever thought how hard ive tried? and no matter what achievement i get,
it's never enough for them and if not it's ok, simple task, everybody can get it too.
Mum left, leading a good life now... dad carry on with his life, always working.
So what about the children? When i break the newsof moving out then there they go
blaming me again. For being immature, unreasonable. Ya whatever i do im always in fault.
I get this into my fucking head alr. So i gave up.
Relationship..
Well this is a tough one...Always a tough one for me all along after darren.
Took about a year plus to move on from him and subsequently dated one guy but didnt work out
it's nice that we are still friends now.. and now im with another guy which wont be able to ork out no matter how much i want to, how much i wish to.
Everytime, every single time i'll ask myself, just what have i done wrong..
So isit true that one has to become a player in order to protect themselves?
Why? Why every single time, when i do so much, committed so much, love that person wholeheartedly,
honest and loyal to that someone, i always get hurts like nobody bussiness
Its like as if i got no feeings and its perfectly fine to hurt me as and when you want.
To the extend, i totally lose faith already.
Is there really true love? Is there really guys out there who will do anything for someone they love?
Is there really guy out there who wont cheat and just treat one girl right?
I dont know about that anymore.
All the things i used to believe in, slowly died off as i grow older.
Maybe i should just be a heartless bitch.
It's impossible for me to be a player...I really just wish...just wish that i have a heart made of stone.
So no matter how much people wanna hurt me, i won;t feel pain anymore..
i always have that little hope no matter how many times you destroy it with your own hand..
that one day you'll see my effort, one day you'll understand how much i actually love you
and how much i hope that things will work out bewteen us.
But all this...really die day by day from the words and actions you gave me...
Should i really leave this time...or should i be an idiot and believe again.. i really dont know anymore..
i've hurt and cried enough alr... can someone just give me a definite answer...can YOU just tell me what do you really want..?
Sunday, March 30, 2014
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Apologie & Updates
Hi there! I'm back(:
I'm really sorry for not updating my blog for like half a year? OMG that's really long!
Okay apparently i was busy and when i got free time i was kinda lazy, that explain why my blog has been rotting up till now~ SORRY!!!
Haha! Alright shall update you guys about what's going on in my life over the past 6 months and now(:
okay so here it goes.....
- Ended my year with Forte Employment Agency as an Employment Agent.
- Spent my 2012-2013 Countdown at Sentosa with my lovely friends, though stuffs happened and it rain but overall was fun i guess.
- Jan 2013, Start school at ITE College Central in Business Service Skills NITEC in Office.
Also i've start working as a promoter in club (not a good and easy job though, but since i still party often my girls, why not?)
- March, Get into Bridge Leader (BL) in school, had my birthday celebrated with different group of friends too. Pictures will be up later(:
- April, Host Orientation for april intake students, and i made lots of friends! (Never regret joining BL, because of BL i get to meet and know lots of awesome people(: )
- May, which is the current month, rather a hectic month for me. All the projects due, tests and exams. Gotta say it's getting stressful moreover i got lots to worry about apart from studies.
Also would say that it's not a good month for me, too many things happened. Got offended somehow, Lost all my money today and project didnt really go well.
All i can say is i gotta stay strong because i have afford to breakdown now, it' not the time, i still got so many things not done yet, so many responsibilities...
Just wanna get over with SEM1 and hopefully i'll have a good rest on June and let SEM2 be a good one.
Alright enough of talking, it's pictures time.
Pictures speaks louder than words so i won't elaborate much.
P.S i'll upload it soon, gotta go to bed already because i'm having a job interview tomorrow~
Wish me luck alright!
I'm really sorry for not updating my blog for like half a year? OMG that's really long!
Okay apparently i was busy and when i got free time i was kinda lazy, that explain why my blog has been rotting up till now~ SORRY!!!
Haha! Alright shall update you guys about what's going on in my life over the past 6 months and now(:
okay so here it goes.....
- Ended my year with Forte Employment Agency as an Employment Agent.
- Spent my 2012-2013 Countdown at Sentosa with my lovely friends, though stuffs happened and it rain but overall was fun i guess.
- Jan 2013, Start school at ITE College Central in Business Service Skills NITEC in Office.
Also i've start working as a promoter in club (not a good and easy job though, but since i still party often my girls, why not?)
- March, Get into Bridge Leader (BL) in school, had my birthday celebrated with different group of friends too. Pictures will be up later(:
- April, Host Orientation for april intake students, and i made lots of friends! (Never regret joining BL, because of BL i get to meet and know lots of awesome people(: )
- May, which is the current month, rather a hectic month for me. All the projects due, tests and exams. Gotta say it's getting stressful moreover i got lots to worry about apart from studies.
Also would say that it's not a good month for me, too many things happened. Got offended somehow, Lost all my money today and project didnt really go well.
All i can say is i gotta stay strong because i have afford to breakdown now, it' not the time, i still got so many things not done yet, so many responsibilities...
Just wanna get over with SEM1 and hopefully i'll have a good rest on June and let SEM2 be a good one.
Alright enough of talking, it's pictures time.
Pictures speaks louder than words so i won't elaborate much.
P.S i'll upload it soon, gotta go to bed already because i'm having a job interview tomorrow~
Wish me luck alright!
Saturday, November 24, 2012
I'm Back. HELIPAD
HI! I'M BACK!!~
HAHA! for those who haven't seen me for quite some time, it's me up there :P
So glad that my hair is growing longer alr ^^ *why the hell did i even cut it in the first place!!!*
Back to topic, Well have to apologize for neglecting my blog for close to 4months. I swear i don't really have the time to update due to work and activities outside. SO, I'M SORRY! Alright so some updates of what happened.
1. I've change job, previous job as a sales coordinator's contract has ended. Now, i'm in my agent's agency helping out till end of this year. Work is okay but overall it's stressful especially now when our clients are preparing for festive. And now i'm really sick of talking on the phone-.-
2. I'm very sure that i'll be going back to school next year! Applying for event management course in ITE, wish me luck ya~ This is the course that i've always wanted to go so I hope everything will go smoothly and i'll be selected for this course!
3. Started clubbing like few month ago? It was Sept if i'm not wrong. Our first Club, and been a regular at HELIPAD! i swear this is the best club ever not sad to say that it's close now. their contract was over with central and they decide not to renew it. Well, those memories inside helipad will always stick around us.
Not forgetting those AWESOME PEOPLE that we met there, Sylvia and friends, Edward, all the bouncers, DJ Ohan, FangFang, the bar tender, Desmond, Nick & friends, Gabriel Raphael, Gabriel Ng, Wilson, Leslie, the managers there and last but not least the photographer!
It's all of you that make our every visit fun!
PICTURES TIME!
MY BABIES AT HELIPAD!
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HAHA! for those who haven't seen me for quite some time, it's me up there :P
So glad that my hair is growing longer alr ^^ *why the hell did i even cut it in the first place!!!*
Back to topic, Well have to apologize for neglecting my blog for close to 4months. I swear i don't really have the time to update due to work and activities outside. SO, I'M SORRY! Alright so some updates of what happened.
1. I've change job, previous job as a sales coordinator's contract has ended. Now, i'm in my agent's agency helping out till end of this year. Work is okay but overall it's stressful especially now when our clients are preparing for festive. And now i'm really sick of talking on the phone-.-
2. I'm very sure that i'll be going back to school next year! Applying for event management course in ITE, wish me luck ya~ This is the course that i've always wanted to go so I hope everything will go smoothly and i'll be selected for this course!
3. Started clubbing like few month ago? It was Sept if i'm not wrong. Our first Club, and been a regular at HELIPAD! i swear this is the best club ever not sad to say that it's close now. their contract was over with central and they decide not to renew it. Well, those memories inside helipad will always stick around us.
Not forgetting those AWESOME PEOPLE that we met there, Sylvia and friends, Edward, all the bouncers, DJ Ohan, FangFang, the bar tender, Desmond, Nick & friends, Gabriel Raphael, Gabriel Ng, Wilson, Leslie, the managers there and last but not least the photographer!
It's all of you that make our every visit fun!
PICTURES TIME!
MY BABIES AT HELIPAD!
Monday, July 30, 2012
何維健 Derrick Hoh － 每時每刻 ［官方 Official MV］
何維健 - 每时每刻
導：何維健 （w/ OneClickWonders）
曲：何维健 ，唐达
词：何维健
每時每刻都不想被爱情約束
表現出世界里最完美的幸福
let it flow (4x)
每時每刻都是心坎里的樂譜
營造出最灿烂最完美的音符
let it show (4x)
在 你迷失的昨天
不管心有多寒冷
我會在你身邊
不管世界再多危險
我 要做你的藍天
就算天又變暗了
請別愁眉苦臉
我會把你疑惑的今天
化成美麗的明天
愛情已經到了
Girl I'd waited for you all my life
每時每刻都不想被約束
表現出最完美的幸福
Just let it flow and let it flow
I'll make it last forever
每時每刻都像樂譜
表現出最完美的音符
And let it show
讓最動人的旋律永遠給鎖住
我 要做你的藍天
就算天又變暗了
請別愁眉苦臉
忘掉你最煩惱的今天
期待未知的明天
愛情已經到了
I'd waited for this moment all my life
現實的悲劇
最無情的結局
不會讓 它在你身上 留下 痕跡
Baby are you ready
擁進我的懷裡
每個早晨 每個黃昏 每個季節 只有你
Skin allergy
Wondering why do i have the time to blog?
HAHA! cause i got 5days mc-.-
Went to facial last Saturday and apparently then chemical they use
i'm allergic to it.. so yeah my face is swollen, red plus itchy.
I swear it's super scary.. when i saw myself in the mirror i cried so hard.
MY FACE LITERALLY CHANGE SHAPE AND LOOK!
After that my dad brought me to the doctor..
Had injection, he gave me medication and cream to apply too.
Have to avoid sunlight as well so i have to stay at home for 5 days-.-
Bored die me but oh well use this opportunity to rest :P
Oh as i was watching show and came across to this song..
By Derrick Hoh our Project superstar. It's very nice i personally feel
so i shall share it with you guys here.
Hope you'll like it!
It'll be in the next post. with lyrics included! :D
HAHA! cause i got 5days mc-.-
Went to facial last Saturday and apparently then chemical they use
i'm allergic to it.. so yeah my face is swollen, red plus itchy.
I swear it's super scary.. when i saw myself in the mirror i cried so hard.
MY FACE LITERALLY CHANGE SHAPE AND LOOK!
After that my dad brought me to the doctor..
Had injection, he gave me medication and cream to apply too.
Have to avoid sunlight as well so i have to stay at home for 5 days-.-
Bored die me but oh well use this opportunity to rest :P
Oh as i was watching show and came across to this song..
By Derrick Hoh our Project superstar. It's very nice i personally feel
so i shall share it with you guys here.
Hope you'll like it!
It'll be in the next post. with lyrics included! :D
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