Birthday & Fortune telling !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN HU !

Happy 20th Birthday my awesome friend!
You know what.. You're really really nice..
And i'm really touched by the things you've done for me during that period of time.
I don't have the intention to hurt you at all you know..
I don't know whether wishing you is a good thing or bad thing.
Cause maybe you've forgotten about me and because of this wish,
i've made you remember the painful past again.
Trust me.. Whoever your girlf is, She's very lucky cause you're simply great(:
And lastly I really hope that you'll forgive me..
Happy birthday my dear friend! Hope that you've enjoyed yourself today(:
(Your fav colour is brown right?(: )




Went to fortune telling in the evening..
And guess what..I sucks..
I'm actually the main cause of my parents broken marriage..
At that point of time i really wish i was never born..
Not only that.. I might be the one destroying my dad's career..
Why am i such a jinx...
Worst or the worst.. I will have two marriage and first one won't work out
simply because my hubby will have an affair outside...
WTH man... Did i did smth terribly wrong in my pass life?

Yeah not everything is bad.. I'm a very independent girl and will be a good leader
(good leader? what bullshit is that lol) and because of independent, i'll tend to think alot.
Way too much than what i should. (which is bad because it's all negative)
I'll be successful in my career in the future..
But you know what.. I rather have a happy family than a successful career..
After what happened to my parents i told myself i'll never become like that in the future
My own family won't become like that in the future..
But knowing that all this will happen.. You know how heart broken i actually was..?
Knowing that my marriage will fail for the first time..
And if i have a child knowing my child will have to dad..
You know how it feels!?
SIMPLY HORRIBLE! That's why sometimes..things are better left unspoken.
Knowing that..Yet can't do anything to stop it..
Or should i say i won't even consider getting marry?
I don't know.. I'm really lost now..

Heart Broken

I'm sorry the this emotionally post that i'm posting today.
You might wanna give it a miss for this post(:

It's been 3Months since we broke up.
This is the 4th month without you on 20th.
This is the 4th Month that 20th become just another ordinary date.
I know everything will turn out this way it's all my fault.
Stupid and fucked up me, didn't treasure and cherish you.
But it's all over.. Now that you've got someone new,
You have my blessing. It hurts to say this but i sincerely want you to be happy.
Even if its not with me..
I'll try my best to move on and put down the past.
Honestly i'm tired of it alr..
Everytime 19th night and whole day of 20th i've always been falling apart
I hope will be strong and start walking on my on soon
With a smile on my face telling myself shirley you finally did it.

I've got a few good friends telling me, it's okay to cry.
But promise me that it wont be for long.
I promise it wont be for long alright(:
Here's a song from pixie lott that really describe me now.
Enjoy the song alright(:




Lyrics:
I don't know how to turn it all around
When I feel hopeless
Can't see my way out
Now I'm so low how will I ever get back up
When I am broken
And I've just had enough

Pick up the pieces and I'll put myself back together
Crying it out there’s no doubt that this got to get better

[Chorus]
And it’s alright
To go in and let you’re tears fall down
When everything crashes to the ground
And it’s alright
No one ever makes it out alive
Everybody hurts sometimes
T-i-i-i-i-i-i-mes

It’s so hard not to let emotion burge
Turn my head upside down on a thread, huhu
Cut me loose so I can stanch fade up again
I feel love is bitter empty space

Pick up the pieces and I’ll put myself back together
Crying it out there’s no doubt that this got to get better

[Chorus]
And it’s alright
To go in and let you’re tears fall down
When everything crashes to the ground
And it’s alright
No one ever makes it out alive
Everybody hurts sometimes
T-i-i-i-i-i-i-mes
Sometimes
T-i-i-i-i-i-i-mes

So when you’re stuck and can’t move on
You’re allowed to cry, we all get hurt sometimes

And it’s alright
To go in and let you’re tears fall down
When everything crashes to the ground (no, no, no)
And it’s alright
No one ever makes it out alive
Everybody hurts sometimes
T-i-i-i-i-i-i-mes
Sometimes
T-i-i-i-i-i-i-mes

Ooh wooow sometimes Ooh

Pixie Lott's Autograph Session!

17.05.12 Thurday.



Suppose to meet michelle at 6pm at bugis
but she was held up in school.
In the end reached at 640pm.
I was there on time so i queue up first~
She nearly gave me a heart attack because everything was about to start
and i kept moving more and more inside.
FINALLY she came!! hahahaha
EPIC moment when we have to climb across the barrier ._.
Waiting waiting for so long PIXIE LOTT finally came!!
I swear she's so gorgeous!

After the autograph session, went to some bubble tea shop
there's tables and chairs so mich and me bough smth and chill there.
Lots of catching up!! Miss this girl so much~
after that bough some finger food and head home(:

Pictures time!



ignore that stupid face of mine. My pretty girl! <3

Shopping for Deco. & Birthday!

10.05.12 Thursday.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNETTE!

Happy 12th Birthday Jeannette.
I'm sorry i couldn't visit you when you're hospitalize.
Hope you're recovering well. Take good care of yourself alright.
Stay healthy. All the best in your studies as well.
Work hard and get a good PSLE cert(:
(Purple is your fav colour if i didn't rmb wrongly right?) ^^

Went to Sembawang shopping centre with sister.
Had lunch at Aston again! LOVE their food heehee~
After that head down to DAISO for our room decoration!
They're moving in soon!! Looking forward to our new room!

After that went back for dinner and wait for grandma to cook brother's soup.
Brought it back home for brother.
SMTH EPIC HAPPENED on the way home.
Was walking and suddenly got stalked by a cat.
Freaked my sis and me out then I asked my sis, do we have fish?
For that moment we thought we don't
THEN suddenly i thought didn't we had fish soup for dinner?
OMG that cat got x-ray eyes!? o.o
Then my sister told me brother's soup was fish soup also.
And so we ran._. dam epic can! Laughing likea mad though out the way home x.x
His hand is recovering alr. On cast now.
Hopefully the next visit to the doctor will be good as well.

Alright pictures time!


Our drinks!

Sorry about the unglamness of the food>.<' we ate half way then realize we didn't take the picture of it. Sister had fried chicken while i had hickory bbq chicken ^.^

My sister and me. People say we look like twins? o.o
hahaha but i don't think so =P

New hair style! Get well soon Brother!

04.05.12 Friday.

It's my off day!!
Went for a jog after i woke up.
1 1/2 round and i'm down :(
Gotta work harder already.. I don't wanna grow fat like seriously...
Ran for 1 1/2 round and walked for the other 1/2
after that went home to shower and prepare to go out.

Went to far east at 330pm to get my hair fixed!
wanted to do a rebonding but my hair stylist insist that i should listen to him
he said he got a hair style in mind for me alr..
so okay fine i shall take the risk and try.
AND it turn out NICE!
hahahaha although it cost me a bomb but it's all worth it!

Oh! and while i was preparing to go out, my sister called.
Brother was sent to hospital cause he fractured his hand.
Was shocked! after knowing what happened,
I was real mad with the boy who landed my brother in such state.
but well.. it's accident and i believe he doesn't want this to happen as well.
shall forgive him..BUT if i happen to know that he did it on purpose.
He's gonna get it from my sister and me man!


My new hair style! look like mushroom right? hahahaha
oh well doesn't matter at least it look better than before(:

get well soon my dear brother...
sorry about this not so nice picture haha he's camera shy LOL

Work, Movie! Street Dance 2!

05.05.12 Thursday.



Had work in the morning. 7am x.x
Can die seriously! I got no time for exercise at all!
My body is seriously getting out of shape alr...
Gotta squeeze out time for some exercise no matter what :(

Anw back to topic, end work at 3pm.
Waited for ChingYi steady to end school.
Met her at Tamp for movie at 5plus.
Went to eat our dinner then head down to the cinema again.

okay i realize i've said every single show that i've watched is awesome.
Some ppl might not think it's nice but for ppl who LOVE dance.
You'll definitely LOVE street dance 2!
After watching the movie the more i'm sure i wanna be back on dance floor this year.
Considering of picking up salsa or Latin after ballet lesson.
What do you guys think? Do msg me if there's any comment or advice alright(:

Street Dance 2 is a must watch movie for those who really love dancing!! <3

Movie! The Avengers!!

01.05.12 Tuesday.



It's public holiday! And daddy decided to let me off!
Happy level 100%! hahahahaha
Anw, met seeman ahbi! Went to town(:
Bought our ticket for the avengers showing at 1015pm,
after that went to shop around!
Went back to ootoya for lunch cum dinner! was dam full i swear!
after that continue shopping until we were both tired.
slack at cineleisure while waiting for our show to start.
Had a hard time waiting._.

Finally we went in for the movie. SMTH HAPPENED. and it's really EPIC! LOL
There were this couple sitting in front of us and the guy was dam tall,
so he blocked my view, and guess what seeman did?
She type out a msg using here phone saying,
hey erm, do you mind changing seat with your girlf cause you're too tall
and you're blacking my friend's view. sorry about it.
AND! i think that guy read it wrongly he thought we wanna change seats
so he and his girlf stood up. Then i was doing some stupid action at my seat
telling them no no no you and your girlf change seat not change with us>.<
i swear that moment was seriously epic!

BUT other than that overall the movie was AWESOME!!!
AND I REALLY MEAN AWESOME!!!
I don't mind watching it for the second or even third time!
haha alright! Pictures time(:


The top one was mine, bottom one was seeman's.

While waiting for your movie to start(: