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It's been such a long time since i've last blog..
And it's gonna be a really long post so warning first, you might fell sleep reading my old grandma story haha

Hmmm i would say alots of things had change...
No longer that small little girl anymore.. recently just hit the big number 2.
Yes 20 years old alr ._.

Well, did achieve something as well, (didnt waste my life away while i was missing)
Completed my NITEC last year, and now currently working full time in Metro HQ as merchandising asst.
Nightlife as well too.. Stop being a promoter and started working as DoorGirl for a few months alr.
In fact its more than half a year alr. Well i would say its better, at least i'll have stable income.

Recently too many things had happen thats why blogging came across my mind.
Still rmb how i always rant my feelings out in my blog when i was younger.

As we all grow up day by day, lots of things you'll have to worry about..
Everything is not as easy anymore. Well as for me problems after problems never change.
Still facing family issues.. Still having problems with my relationship life..
Thank god that career side is getting on track.

Family...we cant choose to born in which family we want to..
it's all fated, planned by god.. but why just why all the nonsense just wouldn't stop
they only see eveything from the surface..
yea, i know in their eyes im the useless one. cant get anything done properly.
But have they ever thought how hard ive tried? and no matter what achievement i get,
it's never enough for them and if not it's ok, simple task, everybody can get it too.
Mum left, leading a good life now... dad carry on with his life, always working.
So what about the children? When i break the newsof moving out then there they go
blaming me again. For being immature, unreasonable. Ya whatever i do im always in fault.
I get this into my fucking head alr. So i gave up.


Relationship..
Well this is a tough one...Always a tough one for me all along after darren.
Took about a year plus to move on from him and subsequently dated one guy but didnt work out
it's nice that we are still friends now.. and now im with another guy which wont be able to ork out no matter how much i want to, how much i wish to.
Everytime, every single time i'll ask myself, just what have i done wrong..
So isit true that one has to become a player in order to protect themselves?
Why? Why every single time, when i do so much, committed so much, love that person wholeheartedly,
honest and loyal to that someone, i always get hurts like nobody bussiness
Its like as if i got no feeings and its perfectly fine to hurt me as and when you want.
To the extend, i totally lose faith already.
Is there really true love? Is there really guys out there who will do anything for someone they love?
Is there really guy out there who wont cheat and just treat one girl right?
I dont know about that anymore.
All the things i used to believe in, slowly died off as i grow older.
Maybe i should just be a heartless bitch.
It's impossible for me to be a player...I really just wish...just wish that i have a heart made of stone.
So no matter how much people wanna hurt me, i won;t feel pain anymore..

i always have that little hope no matter how many times you destroy it with your own hand..
that one day you'll see my effort, one day you'll understand how much i actually love you
and how much i hope that things will work out bewteen us.
But all this...really die day by day from the words and actions you gave me...
Should i really leave this time...or should i be an idiot and believe again.. i really dont know anymore..
i've hurt and cried enough alr... can someone just give me a definite answer...can YOU just tell me what do you really want..?

Apologie & Updates

Hi there! I'm back(:

I'm really sorry for not updating my blog for like half a year? OMG that's really long!
Okay apparently i was busy and when i got free time i was kinda lazy, that explain why my blog has been rotting up till now~ SORRY!!!

Haha! Alright shall update you guys about what's going on in my life over the past 6 months and now(:

okay so here it goes.....

-  Ended my year with Forte Employment Agency as an Employment Agent.  

- Spent my 2012-2013 Countdown at Sentosa with my lovely friends, though stuffs happened and it rain but overall was fun i guess. 

- Jan 2013, Start school at ITE College Central in Business Service Skills NITEC in Office.
 Also i've start working as a promoter in club (not a good and easy job though, but since i still party often my girls, why not?)

- March, Get into Bridge Leader (BL) in school, had my birthday celebrated with different group of friends too. Pictures will be up later(:

- April, Host Orientation for april intake students, and i made lots of friends! (Never regret joining BL, because of BL i get to meet and know lots of awesome people(: )

- May, which is the current month, rather a hectic month for me. All the projects due, tests and exams. Gotta say it's getting stressful moreover i got lots to worry about apart from studies.
Also would say that it's not a good month for me, too many things happened. Got offended somehow, Lost all my money today and project didnt really go well.

All i can say is i gotta stay strong because i have afford to breakdown now, it' not the time, i still got so many things not done yet, so many responsibilities...
Just wanna get over with SEM1 and hopefully i'll have a good rest on June and let SEM2 be a good one.

Alright enough of talking, it's pictures time.
Pictures speaks louder than words so i won't elaborate much.
P.S i'll upload it soon, gotta go to bed already because i'm having a job interview tomorrow~
Wish me luck alright!

I'm Back. HELIPAD

HI! I'M BACK!!~


HAHA! for those who haven't seen me for quite some time, it's me up there :P
So glad that my hair is growing longer alr ^^ *why the hell did i even cut it in the first place!!!*
Back to topic, Well have to apologize for neglecting my blog for close to 4months. I swear i don't really have the time to update due to work and activities outside. SO, I'M SORRY! Alright so some updates of what happened.

1. I've change job, previous job as a sales coordinator's contract has ended. Now, i'm in my agent's agency helping out till end of this year. Work is okay but overall it's stressful especially now when our clients are preparing for festive. And now i'm really sick of talking on the phone-.-

2. I'm very sure that i'll be going back to school next year! Applying for event management course in ITE, wish me luck ya~ This is the course that i've always wanted to go so I hope everything will go smoothly and i'll be selected for this course!

3. Started clubbing like few month ago? It was Sept if i'm not wrong. Our first Club, and been a regular at HELIPAD! i swear this is the best club ever not sad to say that it's close now. their contract was over with central and they decide not to renew it. Well, those memories inside helipad will always stick around us.
Not forgetting those AWESOME PEOPLE that we met there, Sylvia and friends, Edward, all the bouncers, DJ Ohan, FangFang, the bar tender, Desmond, Nick & friends, Gabriel Raphael, Gabriel Ng, Wilson, Leslie, the managers there and last but not least the photographer! 
It's all of you that make our every visit fun!

PICTURES TIME!

MY BABIES AT HELIPAD!
Pictures took by the photographer at helipad <3 span="span"> data-blogger-escaped-br="br">
Random pic that i pick out of all the times we went to helipad.

何維健 Derrick Hoh － 每時每刻 ［官方 Official MV］

何維健 - 每时每刻
導：何維健 （w/ OneClickWonders）
曲：何维健 ，唐达
词：何维健

每時每刻都不想被爱情約束
表現出世界里最完美的幸福
let it flow (4x)

每時每刻都是心坎里的樂譜
營造出最灿烂最完美的音符
let it show (4x)

在 你迷失的昨天
不管心有多寒冷
我會在你身邊
不管世界再多危險

我 要做你的藍天
就算天又變暗了
請別愁眉苦臉
我會把你疑惑的今天

化成美麗的明天
愛情已經到了
Girl I'd waited for you all my life

每時每刻都不想被約束
表現出最完美的幸福
Just let it flow and let it flow
I'll make it last forever

每時每刻都像樂譜
表現出最完美的音符
And let it show
讓最動人的旋律永遠給鎖住

我 要做你的藍天
就算天又變暗了
請別愁眉苦臉
忘掉你最煩惱的今天

期待未知的明天
愛情已經到了
I'd waited for this moment all my life

現實的悲劇
最無情的結局
不會讓 它在你身上 留下 痕跡

Baby are you ready
擁進我的懷裡
每個早晨 每個黃昏 每個季節 只有你

Skin allergy

Wondering why do i have the time to blog?
HAHA! cause i got 5days mc-.-

Went to facial last Saturday and apparently then chemical they use
i'm allergic to it.. so yeah my face is swollen, red plus itchy.
I swear it's super scary.. when i saw myself in the mirror i cried so hard.
MY FACE LITERALLY CHANGE SHAPE AND LOOK!

After that my dad brought me to the doctor..
Had injection, he gave me medication and cream to apply too.
Have to avoid sunlight as well so i have to stay at home for 5 days-.-
Bored die me but oh well use this opportunity to rest :P

Oh as i was watching show and came across to this song..
By Derrick Hoh our Project superstar. It's very nice i personally feel
so i shall share it with you guys here.
Hope you'll like it!
It'll be in the next post. with lyrics included! :D

Party world with marmiee

21.07.2012 Saturday.

Waited for marmiee to end work.
Met her at JCube for dinner and movie.
In the end only had dinner cause movie was full and she end work so much later than expected.
After dinner, went to woodland civil center party world.
Sang till 2am, slack till 3am then head home~

Ikea! Random meet up with ITE mate

15.07.2012 Sunday.

Went to Ikea with Family.
Bought everything that we need for our room alr.
Like finally x.x
After that dad brought us to Aston for Lunch!
Went to popular to look for my BTT book also.
Went home and fix all our stuffs.

At night suddenly suzanne' marmiee called ask me eat dinner with her.
Haha! random much! And since she's below my blk so just went down and meet her.
It's like 1 year since we've met so yeah got lots to catch up >.^

BTT

14.07.2012 Saturday.

Met Xuewen to woodlands driving center to apply for my BTT.
you know what i think i'm gonna go there and fail the test-.-
It's kinda complicated eh...Haha! but whatever i'm just gonna do my best.

After that head down to bugis cause she have to collect her pants.
Shop around for a while after that had dinner at Bugis + then head home.

New work! Meet up!

08.07.2012 Sunday.

Hi! I'm back! Sorry for neglecting my blog as i'm really busy with my new work.
Currently working as a sales coordinator in a hardware and trading company.
Work is really tough and challenging.. almost wanted to give up twice alr.
But thank god that most of the people there are really nice.

Met up with xuewen after a week of work.
Went to shop for some decent formal clothes and yeah manage to get a few (:
Had steamboat for dinner and i swear we were so bloated and full x.x

Sec sch gathering!

07.07.12 Saturday.



Had a mini gathering with my sec sch classmates!
Although not everybody turn up but well those who went
i believe they had fun =D
Met chingyi at 330 to buy some more stuffs for the BBQ
After that head down to nigel's house.
Help him to prepare then wait for our classmates to come.
First was Nazri then Rosabel. Then Joel, follow by Jiamin and Fengqing. Lastly, Seeman.
Was chatting with chingyi by the pool side when fengqing came and ask me.
'Shirley, you know how to play then fun?'
The next moment i know im inside the swimming pool alr ._.
Awesome huh. Yeah and it's really cold cause it was raining a while ago.
So expected, i got flu then next day -.-
But overall we had a great time with each other!
Should meet up more often! Really happy to see you guys <3
Alright! Pictures time!


HAHAHAHA Look at the first pic! Call a cab and that's nigel beautiful work!
Poor Joel, now whenever he wanna call a cab he'll be address as
Mr Mc Chicken! HAHAHAHAHA!

Belated Birthday celebration!

05.07.12 Thursday.



Happy Belated Birthday Ms Leow!

Finally after so long, 3 of us are able to meet up alr!
Anyway, Congrats to you! How does it feel when your son is finally married?
Haha! Bet you're really happy uh. Raising him up from a boy to become a man.
And now starting a family of his own.
I think as a mother you're happy and glad(:

You know you've always been a very good teacher/ mentor.
At the same time giving as motherly love.
It was you who make me fall in love with dance so much.
I'm really glad that i've meet such a wonderful teacher in my life.
Thanks for all the hard work you've put in to coach us in our pri sch days.
Continue to inspire others just like how you inspire us! ^^
Love you now and always will! <3


Okay, so after my work i have to rush down to woodlands.
Xuewen was there alr cause she end sch at 5plus.
Sorry to let you wait for such a long time!
Teacher was late hahaha! but oh well nvm!
That gave us plenty of time to search for you birthday cake =P
Surprised her and then we head down to civil center for our dinner.
Went to a japanese restaurant. It was a super filling dinner!
Lots of catching up to do so we were in the restaurant till closing x.x
Alright pictures time! =D

Birthday!

28.06.12 Thursday.

Happy 18th Birthday Michelle !

Haha! welcome to 18th. Cannot say xiaoping and me old liao
cause you're 18 as well alr =P
well I really hope your love life will go well la~
Glad that you've forget about that jerk. There's better one outside
and you definitely deserve so much better (:
You've always been a good friend who give good advises so yeah
i wanna thank you for that(:
All the best in your studies alright!
I know it's kinda stress but i believe you can make it through! Jiayous!!


Okay, so it was my off day and i had a job interview.
It's at genting lane. dam far i swear.
come to think of it, why is all my work place so dam far away!?!?
But oh well at least the pay's not bad.
After interview went to ION orchard to wait for mich.
I was literally on fire cause i waited for mich so dam long
and the problem is my phone's dying on me.
So yeah kinda flare up. Sorry mich =(
after that decided to meet at bugis.
Mich bought a dress. then we went back to woodlands to meet xuewen.
Had dinner together, chit chat for a while and went home (:

Harry Potter Exhibition!

21.06.12 Thursday.

Off day today! Suppose to go out with cloud but stuffs happened so have to cancel =(
Wait for sister to come back from school
then decided to bring our brother to harry potter exhibition !

Prepare and stuffs, had a light dinner and head out at 630pm.
Reached Marina Bay Sands at around 730pm.
Walked around, then we went to the artscience museum to purchase the tickets.
Lucky us that there's still slots(:
Bought the 8pm one and just nice it was 8 so we went in straight.

Kinda sad that they don't allow us to take photo inside.
So can't really share much. But ! go and explore it yourself !
I'm sure you'll enjoy it because it's really cool !
$20 for adults ticket if you're singaporean and
$13 for children(under 12) ticket if you're singaporean too(:
It's totally worth the price!

After the exhibition which lasted about 1 hr?
came out and bought gong cha.
after that head down to colours by the bay at esplanade for supper !
Bused hom and reached home at 12am.
PS. Dad almost kill me for bringing the kids out till so late -.-
HAHA! pics time!

17.06.12 Sunday.

Suppose to go sentosa with chatterbox but in the end change of plan.
I'm seriously got very irritated and pissed that day.
oh well doesn't matter anymore.
Continue with your 'don't bother' attitude.
Had work in the morning, after work met mich.
Went to bugis first to get our stuffs.
Happy with our shopping :D
After that we went to far east. Walk around while waiting for xiaoping.
Plan a surprise for mich hahahaha and i swear the present xiaoping bought for mich
was damn epic! hahahaha cute though ;P a pink polka dot bikini hahahaha
we shared macaroons for mich. Hope she likes it ^^
Had our dinner at EAT. then went to coffee club to chill !
Rush for the last train and reached home at 1plus x.x
Picture time!

Sec Sch mini outing !

16.06.12 Saturday.

Met Seeman after my work at vivo to get my funk card first,
after that shop for dad's present!
Bought him a Tommy Hilfiger formal.
Size too big so have to alter it and total it really cost me a BOMB!
okay I really got no money anymore hahahaha.
Hopefully he will like it~

After that left vivo at 5plus.
Head down to somerset and meet nigel~ joel and fengqing suppose to come
but they couldn't make it =(
so it's just the four of us.
Had dinner at Oriole cafe and bar.
The food was nice although it's quite expensive.
then went to cine and walk around after that
we're so bored that we actually wanted to go home alr
so i suggested to go play nation at scape.
In the end they keep drag the time cause they're having too much fun alr hahaha
Thanks to them i really laugh alot that day =P
Alright pictures time!


Our food! seeman's, chingyi's, mine and nigel's

Birthday & Meet up!

15.06.12 Friday.

Happy Belated Birthday Cloudyy Brother !



Really very sorry for the extremely late present !
I'm glad that you like the food =D
You know what. You're really a great person !
Throughout the 3 years people change, and yes both of us changed too.
But to me you're always that great guy i know 3 years ago !
No matter what happen that fact that you're my beloved brother will never change(:
Compare to you obviously i can't give you advice because it's always you giving me.
BUT in any case you need me, as a listening ear or whatever, i'm just one phone call away(:
I know recently lot's of shitty stuffs had happen to you, and to be honest,
i really don't know what to say to cheer you up because i've went through that
few months ago and i know it won't do any help.
Yes, it's gonna be hard but i trust that you'll get over it and get back up soon !
What doesn't kill you make you stronger(:
Cheer up alright! Looking forward to our day out on 21 !

With Lovessssssss !
Your awesome sister hahahaha !

My forever so cute brother :P

Lot's of stuffs on this week ! There's a mini sec sch gathering tonight !
Will blog about it tmr morning ^.^ Look forward to it yeah !

Chatterbox day out !

10.06.10 Sunday.

Had work in the morning again.
After that head down to Dhoby to meet Mich and Xp.
XW wasn't feeling well on that day so she didn't join us.
After that we head down to marina square because mich wanna meet her friends.
It's mich's classmate birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Xp and me didn't stay for long as it was awkward.
We left for Cine first. Walked around flea. Nth much though.
Then mich came and join us at 8pm. Had dinner at salad bar !
After that went to H&M > F21 > Far east > ION for our clothes for sentosa next week!
I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR PICNIC AT SENTOSA!
Had so much with with my two lovely girls! Joke and laugh a lot!
Pictures time ! Look at how retard we are ! hahahahahaha


Laugh so much till our stomach hurts LOL


My Lovely Girls!

Drinking and Catching up!

09.06.12 Saturday.

Working morning shift, after work head home.
Packed our room then had a nap.
Went out at 8pm to meet SeeMan !
Finally bought my schedule book ~ (Happy Girl)
Bough legging and some bangles too ^.^v
After that went to BedRock. LIKE FINALLY!
Wanted to bring her to bedrock but it's always not open.
Had a drink, chill a while and head home as i'm working morning next day again.
Pictures !~

Birthday !

05.06.12 Tuesday.

Happy Birthday Amy Lim my dear sister !!



Happy 15th Birthday bitch! haha!
Eh see we so nice to you go DIY such a nice cake for you!
Unlike you my art is AWESOME okay!
Better work hard uh! Next year major exam alr!
AND pls stop being so BHB can! seriously can't stand it
always say omg see my chio face-.- MAINTAIN abit la!
hahahaha Hope you've enjoyed your 15th birthday!
Love you!

AND see!!!!!!!!!!!
I've bought all the hello kitties alr!
COMPLETE COLLECTION!! sooooooo happy can hahaha!

Birthday & Out with BFF

03.06.12 Sunday.

Happy Birthday Gavin Lim my dear brother !!



Happy 12th Birthday brother!
Eh dude! PSLE this year you better work hard uh!
I know recently too much had happen especially to our family.
Don't get too affected by it okay! You still have us!
Though we're not that close but still anything you can look for me!
If you're not comfortable talking to me can find amy(:
Don't keep everything to yourself alright!
Good Luck in your studies! I'll get you smth if you get good grades!
Love you!!



Had work in the morning ._. end work at 3pm
Head down to somerset to meet my baby girl ONGXUEWEN!
Shop around~ wanted to buy stuffs but can't find what we want
and some are over our budget -.-
so it's Flea > Cine > H&M > 313 somerset F21 > OC > 313 New Look > Harry's Bar
Oh! and this weijie say what see got fate bumb into each other anot since he's at town too
and yeah the places we're going is 80% the same BUT sadly we got no fate hahahaha!
In the end he was disappointed with fate ytd hahahaha cute sia!
after he left orchard alr still havent give up say see will bumb into each other on train anot
but in the end? he's on train while i'm still happily drinking with xw hahahaha!
Well oh well~ Will meet you soon okay! Smileeeeeee ^.^v
Had our dinner at Cine salad bar ! I swear it's crazy la! Look at the pic we took
The amount of food! x.x But luckily most of it is veggie!
Felt really bloated after dinner so we really walked a lot!
Over all we had lots of fun ! Looking forward to going out with her again!!
AND not forgetting out chatterbox's outing!
I wanna meet all my babies soon!!
Pictures time!!! ~

Before and After haha!

Outfit of the day!! haha :P

My BFF! baby girl!

Joeven ng! I've got smth for you here ~
Look, i'm not someone worth you wasting time on.
You deserve better and you can definitely find someone better too.
More over friendship last longer isn't it (: we can be really good friends you know!
And now this is not important at all. Your health is more important than this k
Take good care of yourself first! Don't keep on having negative thoughts.
I've been through it 4years ago and i've survive it! So can you okay!
Stop telling me rubbish like you might not be able to live.
It's total bullshit! AND! STOP doing things that make your condition worst!
i'm really glad that you've decided to go for it
because that time no matter how hard i advice you, you seems to be firm with your decision.
Everything will be fine. ^^ I'll pray for you!